I feel like I bleed all of the time. My lady cycle is always jacked up and sometimes there is a ton of blood and sometimes very little. Sometimes it lasts for two weeks and sometimes just five days. Then there are the times I cut myself shaving. Then those spots bleed for hours. I’ve already ruined two fitted sheets because of bleeding. I feel like i constantly cycle through underwear. These kinds of things stress me out so bad.
Lately I have been getting these microneedling sessions with a coworker. He puts a cream on my face to numb it up, and I hate it. I hate that numb feeling. It’s the worst part of the process. I can deal with the warmth and the redness after but the numbing drives me bananas. It is very much necessary though. I don’t want to feel 30+ needles jabbing my face.
I just feel like such a sloppy mess when I bleed.